Vincent ♥

First things First. I feel so much better already. All I needed was food and sleep. Lots and lots of both. I’m so glad cause I really wanna start training already. Can’t wait for tomorrow :) So it’s 12:24pm already and like any other Sunday, i’m still in bed under my blanket. Maybe it’s because of that Awesome chicken fillet that I ate for breakfast. Yum Yum! ♥ It’s too good that I just can’t start my day yet HAHA, kidding. It already started. Cool thing is, it just started and I’ve realized and learned a lot of things already. One of which is, life is too short to hold grudges against someone so learn how to forgive and forget. So, I was gonna finally talk to a friend whom I’ve been ignoring for awhile although right when I was about to hit “enter” he logged off. Wow, right. Oh well, maybe it’s not the right time of the day yet. Maybe before I hit the sacks later. Second thing I learned this morning is to.. let it go. Whether it goes with the flow or go disappear, Just let it go cause apparently I’ve done everything that I could to let him know and let’s just hope that he got the message already. The thing is, I don’t like people knowing that I like them cause I don’t want that want to be the reason why they would want me back. Get it? I don’t want a guy saying.. Oh, I like you cause you like me in the first place right? I want him to want me just cause he does. Simple as that. Not cause he knows that he has a chance with me. And when I know that he likes me just cause he does, then that’s the right time that i’ll tell him how I truly feel as well. So, I won’t tell you yet. When a person likes you, he wouldn’t even let you disappear in the first place so if he wanted you first, he would do something so that he won’t lose you. And that’s my cue. So from now on, I won’t be wasting most of my time waiting for your IMs or your stories. If you wanted to talk to me, you would, right? But that doesn’t mean that i’m leaving. Cause i’ll always be here. You have my word remember? I’m not going anywhere. Third is I have to give more time for myself. Like what someone just said this morning.. “Take care of yourself, Vincent. Take a rest and be active again” Will do! :) I would focus on my focus. So after i’m done with this, i’ll be eating desserts, then organize my room after, head to the salon and today, my life begins.. :)